Looking for V/E OW sorta first time

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I'm looking for a story I simply can't find again even though I've read it quite recently. Here's what I remember:

It's OW. It's first time for the pairing, but not anyones first time. Vin goes in search of Ezra. I think Ezra's in his room in Four Corners, but it may have been somewhere else. Vin, in a roundabout way, tells Ezra that he could use Ezra's company. Ezra accepts. Vin is expecting quick and rough, but Ezra gives him slow and sweet. I think Vin ends up staying the night. Sometime during the story, close to the end I think, Ezra asks Vin what possessed him to ask these things of Ezra. Vin tells Ezra that there is trust between them, that he didn't think Ezra would shoot him for asking and that he thought their friendship would survive the asking. I remember it as a longer story with a lot of character and I remember feeling that the story had a very "real" feeling to it. 

Any help would be great.
Ash 

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